Trusky raped me again. My brother put the strap on onto the dog, tied me down and shoved honey into my arse. Trusky gave my rim a good licking and then raped me. This is the second time the dog has done this to me and it fucking hurt. He humped me with that plastic thing for around 4 hours. My brother sat on my head and ate fried chicken. I am so miserable. What am I going to say to Trace. Saturday is the day she wears the strap on. :(
- posted by Nigel @ 12:53 AM

 
Was hungry last night but didn't have much food in the house, so, I ended up putting half a bottle of chillie sauce onto a couple of slices of bread. My shitter is so sore now. The hole feels like an elephant has crawled through it, then out again, and in and out sixteen times. This is what it must be like to be a tube tunnel. Went to my brothers room last night and pissed on his work clothes. He'll smell it but it will take him a while to work out where it's coming from. He has an important meeting tomorrow. HA HA. That'll teach him to shove up a hot wing up my shitter. With all the assaults on my shitter of late, I may have a no entry sign tattoed on it. Oh. No. If I do that, trusky may not enter and trace won't put on the strap on anymore. damn.
- posted by Nigel @ 3:43 AM

 
Trace and me patched stuff up. I phoned her and told her I was sorry that I let trusky bone me and that I was sorry I'd let him blow me and that he bit my ball off. She cried for a while and then told me that was okay and that despite being a putz, she still loved me. I cried because nobody has told me they loved me since that time my brother was raping my ass and. Oh. no. He was shouting you know you love it. Speaking of that. He held me down and shoved a KFC Spicy chicken wing up my shitter yesterday. Bastard. Anyway, I squeezed it out after a lot of effort but even I cudnt bring mystlf to eat it. so i washed it and dropped it into the bucket. He came back later and polished off the rest. dyumb fuck never even noticed. I was trying hard not to laugh when he was wolfing it down. fingerlicking good. Oh! BUffy;s on. time to jack.
- posted by Nigel @ 4:47 AM

 
Trace forgave me for lying to her about my ball. I told her I was sorry that I lied to her and was just too ashamed to tell her that Trusky had bit my ball off. We had a good talk and laughed about it for a long time. Trace then decided that to forgive me completely, I had to be punished. I was used to that from when I was a child and had been bad and got rammed by my brother. So I said that was okay. She asked me to pull down my pants and I got excited because I thought she was going to get the strap-on out. In the excitement I forgot about my bleeding anus. Unfortunately she was only going to spank me to I was red and sore. When she saw the blood she smacked me in the face six times and broke my nose. She thought I'd let Trusky butfukc me. I am hurt that she'd think I;'d do such a thign. Maybe I should tell her about the buff gym guy.
- posted by Nigel @ 5:15 AM

 
went to danny's house today. thought it wud be nice to get my mind onto things other than the lack of two balls. We went to the pub and he asked if I wanted to go play Pool. The thought of all those balls upset me so I said we should leave. We then walked past a snooker hall and that was terrible. So he suggested we play a one-ball sport such as table tennis. I said I should go home. He told me I could spend the night at his place if I needed company so we went to his house. Watched a couple of Superman films and then something strange happened. During Superman 3, Danny touched my pee pee. I was stunned at first but attained a boner within 32 seconds. :) I was so excited I thought i'd never be able to jack off again. According to the nurse I still have one week to go but I thought fuck it and let Danny suck me off. That guy can really bounce his head. I thought I better not tell trace. Anyway, after a superb blowjob was about to leave and then danny grabbed me, pulled my pants down and buttfucked me four times. I am so fucking sore now. My anus is torn and bleeding. How am i going to explain this to trace. My life sucks (but not as good as Danny does).
- posted by Nigel @ 7:49 AM

 
As tempting as it was, i decided not to squash truskys balls in a vice. if i owned one it would be different. my balls are still sore. i mean. my ball. oh man this is terrible. i wonder why they couldn't pop a pingpong ball in there or something. i punished trusky earlier by getting him stiff and not sucking him off. Earlier when he was laying down, I flicked his balls real hard. He yelped his nuts for a while. Maybe I'll take a nip out of them sometime.. trace is still not speaking to me. i need to get her a present. maybe i'll get her a porn video on something. i'm sure she'd like that. ohhhhh.. all those guys with 2 balls. :( this is so sad.
- posted by Nigel @ 4:41 AM

 
Trace is really pissed at me. She came round the other day and I told her that I'd managed to accidentally lose a ball. She laughed a lot at first and then smacked my balls. After I howled she realised I wasn't joking. So. She asked me how that happened. I couldn't tell her Trusky (my dog) was licking it so I made up a sotry saying that i was trying to build her a cupboard and got it trapped in the vice. she didn't believe me. so I told her I was riding my bike and I accidentally squashed it without knowing. She still didn;t believe me and accused me of cheating on her with a whore of some sort. Trusky spent the duration of that conversation sniffing my balls. Luckily she didn;t catch on to that. that would have just been embarrrrasing. only antoher 2 weeks untl i can get some juice flowing again. without wanking my life is over. buffy is not happy. trusky is missing out as well. i had to put pate on his balls for him. i noticed that he never bit his own balls. bastard dog. i thnk i may get trusky put down. or else clamp his balls in the vice and squash them till the pop. wonder what balls taste like.
- posted by Nigel @ 5:13 AM